I don’t know if you’ve ever thought of your hatred this way but most of the time it only causes pain and not just to others around you but to you yourself. The more you hate, the more you hurt, and the more you hurt, the more you hate. It can become an endless cycle that can take over your life if you don’t watch it. Try replacing that hatred with understanding that whatever happened was out of your control. It’s something that is quite possibly bigger than you and you can either accept that or remove whoever is causing it from your life. Remember, your santity can only take so much. Once it’s gone, that’s it.